omfg ily this is so sweet and I read it like 3 times and knowing people like you exist is comforting thank you so much
I want to fall asleep and skip 4 years of my life and see if anything is at least slightly better. Maybe i won’t be so alone and maybe i will find somebody that always wants to spend time with me and is afraid to lose me for once, instead of the other way around. Maybe i might be far away and happier. I don’t know i just want to sleep until then because at this point my hopes and desires have disappeared and i can’t seem to find anything to look forward to anymore. It feels like the same days are on repeat and i’ve been fading away from everybody’s memories for months.